sad day

Well, we lost our little bean. I went in for a regular ob appt. on Wednesday and there was no fetal heartbeat. I was measuring at 15 weeks and only 15 wks 3 days at this appt, so they think it happened recently. The baby had been growing fine until that point. I had my D&C on yesterday and it went as well as it could have gone. We are doing ok I think, I feel greatful I have my boys to come home to, but it is terribly sad to lose a baby, and I wish I had some keepsake to remember this little one by. I love you my little bean and we will one day be reunited in heaven.

First day of Spring Within Sight!!

Friday is the first official day of Spring and I am so excited. The last few weeks we have had the flu (the throw-up kind), it has been freezing cold, and it has pretty much rained non-stop! I am so ready to air out the house, and just bask (sp) in the sunshine! Today is a great start to it all! It is about 65 degrees and we decided to take full advantage of it. After breakfast, we got ready and rode the bike with the trailer to the park. The boys played on the jungle gym and ran around. Then we biked home and had lunch. After lunch we spent a while in the back yard, but it was still wet from the rain, so we came in and had free play in the play room. Now we are just waiting for Daddy to come home! He has been underway, so we are looking forward to seeing him!